Well the whole point is that I am feeling a bit weird these days....I feel nothing is going right in and around me. Although I laugh, crack jokes, and try to be positive, but there is an emptiness I feel every moment. Sometimes I am scared that this emptiness is killing me, like slow poison and I can't help myself.
I realise evrytime that I am looking at too many negative things, and my sensitivity is letting me get affected by these negative elements. I feel frustrated almost all the time and my tolerance level has become almost nill.
As long as I am busy with my work, thing go well. But even a little idleness brings me down as I think of all the wrong things happening in my life. I feel helpless and just pray to God that I can do something to lessen my misery.
He is the only ray of hope to me. But my faith in Him is also shaken sometimes when I see that he is not listening to my prayers. I know this is wrong, but I am 2 frustrated to even think whats right and whats wrong.
As I end this post, I just hope that my faith in Him never dies, coz that's what keeps the whole world going, and I am just a minuscule part of this world........
Dear sweety... i can feel mite be jus a fraction of what ur goin thru.. but everyone has sm problems in life.. sm express and sm dont... anyway, im happy uve created a blog of ur own... a way of expressing ur thoughts wil surely give a kind of relief and make u feel lighter within....
ReplyDeleteJus do not forget u still have good frens around you...(i mite be one :P)i assure to remember you in my daily prayers.. remember one thing: Faith can move mountains :) so keep going.. stand firm in ur faith.. im sure God wil bless u hundred fold :)
Love always,
Resh
Hey Resh....
ReplyDeleteOne of the main reasons I have faith in God is bcoz He has given me friends like u....I have always believed that a person who has a true friend can go through the worst times and that too with a smile on his face...That is the power of FRIENDSHIP...
Love u all...Always...